Lauren Connolly

Nothing about these last few hours was beautiful or life-changing.

This was just a new version of the same old disappointment.

He’s forcing me to have adventures. Part of me loves him for it. But another part of me hates how he continues to force me out of my comfort zone. How this request takes away my safety.

“The two of us together is not the responsible choice. I’m not the responsible choice. So how can I trust that you would make it? Because you can’t just do it once. You have to make the choice to be with me every single day. And I can’t deal with knowing that one day you might choose to go another way.”