Wicked

what-the-fuck-ever

But we're both here right now and that's all that matters. The right now."

you can't hold your life back on a bunch of what ifs. Who the hell knows what could happen? Either one of us could walk out of this house and get struck by lightning, or both of us could live until we're ninety. Tomorrow we could die or we could come back here. We don't know."

Do you really ever lose anyone, Ivy? They may be gone, but they still exist."

Maybe neither of us can truly forgive ourselves. Sometimes we do things or we enable things to happen that we can never go back and change. Maybe our shit choices aren't truly forgivable, and the only thing we can do is learn from them and not make them again

We lived with death and we knew it waited for each and every one of us. We were taught not to fear the inevitable, but again, what we were never taught was how to live on when those around us left.

our days were not infinite, they were most likely numbered down to one day.

What I know is that there is no guarantee of tomorrow. There is no promise there will be another day or week for us. When you want something, you go for it.